I wish MY life was simple. I wish i had many friends that i love, a school i liked, a boyfriend to love and a beautiful wardrobe and body. I wish i was happy and did not dream all day about aborter life. I have dich a hard time being happy about myself and who i am. I know i got to accept it but it’s so hard. I know I am a good person but it just doesn’t seren like others think that. I care what other people think, wether i like it or not. But i wish my life could be like i want it to be. But right now, everything seems wrong.
A little ego boost
Have you ever thought about if someone else was you? Even if you looked prettier you still wouldn’t be a 100% you?
You are you with all your perks and cons and none of your cons are worth hating yourself for. You are all perfect in your way. And we all have the power to change the way we see ourselves and even the way others see us. But it doesn’t matter, what others think don’t matter. Cause we can only trust ourselves and the onda we love.
But realize something all who feel insecure, angry and sad: you are perfect. It’s what the definition of beauty that is Fucked up. You should be able to love yourselves without feeling fat or too skinny, tall or too short, ugly or not. Don’t stop eating Cause you want to prove a point, it will ruin more than your body. Don’t start working out too hard just to lose weight, do it because you love to feel healthy and for the adrenaline kick you get afterwards. Just live the life you love, everyday.
Love is da word
To work for those who do not have a voice of their own, is what we all should live for.
We should help eachother, not compare and discriminate.
Not hate or kick on.
To be human means more than competing, large brain capacity and thumbs.
It means using our compassion, brains to use for good and our thumbs to build home for those who can’t.
Love is our strenght. Love is our everything.
The virgo-lioness
I have the heart of a lion,
I am strong, independent and dramatic.
When I walk into the room, you will notice me.
The lioness expect a life in luxury, but is easily adapted, a great leadership is in her nature but she cares about all.
She is wild and cannot be tamed, but is still a lady.
I have flaws, but won’t let them show.
But I got the heart of a virgo.
I organize and wants perfection, i never break a promise and will keep a Secret to my grave.
A virgo expects loyalty and griefs stupidity.
But she also have weaknesses, but let then show.
I am shy sometimes, I don’t like to much attention. But my creativity and sense of humour makes up to it.
And see, that’s what makes us unique, we all have our own specialites that makes us stand out. You just have to notice them.
And this is why we should love our selves, we are all different…
This makes us to who we are.
Like a lion in a field of Grass.
Why I am vegetarian
Today when someone says that they are vegetarian or vegan, people have more respect for it generally. But for a couple of years ago no one get why. Some people do it for health, sure why not, as long as you are vegetarian that’s cool, Some people do it for the environment, sure that’s amazing too because it’s a step closer to saving earth from the corbohydrates releases, the plow of the world’s forests and jungles and also the opens the eyes of millions that don’t even know what’s going on. And how are they suppose to know, no one ever talks about it. I mean, it’s a big issue, that people know, but not really how serious it really is. People still use their cars everyday, takes long showers and buy meat like it’s for freaking free.
But no. It costs, more then money. It costs millions of lives every year, and I don’t talk about humans, I talk about animals.
(oh really, then why should i care?)
You should care because it is our responsibility as competent human beings to take care of other creatures living on this earth, whether we like it or not. And that’s why I’m a vegetarian, I wish I could say vegan but I am working on that. Anyways, I love animals so much and the though someone hurting an animal nearly kills me. I hate it and I really want to do something to stop their suffering but I don’t know how. I have started comitting to Animals helping foundations as a volunteer and tries to make a diffrence but in my ege there is not much you can do except talking about it, stop eating meat and get goals for the future.
I am strongly against animals test to try out products for us humans to use and luckily there is companies that is against that too but some still do. When people notice that I am against it they either think it’s cool or they say “But how should we test it then, on humans?” sceptical. I don’t have an answer to that question yet but my opinion is that if we are going to use the products, why not test it on humans and if it can be dangerous, why make it at all?
When people say “I can’t stop eating meat, I will not get enough protein then” HELLU there is suppliments for vegetarians and they are doing fine, what makes you so special?
I do not believe meat was meant for us in the first place when the first humans were born. I think we were meant to feed on rich green life that has existed from the start but now suddenly is not essential. I think we were meant to live together with animals and not chasing that or seeing them as food. Where is our humanity were we can have dogs as pets and still buy a dead pig without even blinking? What makes them less worth? I don’t get it.
I think that if we stop holding a grip around our ethics and humanity we will eventually not be human anymore.
A place with no name
I want a place where there is time for dreams.
A place where everyone’s happy and no one follows the streams.
Where happiness is doing the things you love and what is wanted.
To not worry about the future or your dreams being haunted.
In this place no one is an outsider,
A place where peoples way of loving is wider.
Some may think this is the way it looks like right now, if then let me bow.
Cause everone deserves their way of happiness, without it the word will be lost in it’s madness.
My proviant of need
There is a couple of things every individual person needs for satisfaction, some things we couldn’t do without. For me all of them takes place in my bag. Things you need as a human being is for example food becasue we would die without it but now I mean things we crave to use our creative minds. Material we need to express ourselves. The things I need for example in my bag is:
- My earphones: Because I need music in my ears like… all the time.
- An empty writing book for me to write down important things in and just doodle + a pen.
- A lip balm & body lotion.
- An Iphone charger.
- Of course my Iphone too (or the charger is unnecessary lol)
- An interesting book to read.
- And at last a cup of coffee in my hand. (addicted)
Though I wouldn’t say I am a material girl, i like more the thought of be comfortable. To have everything I need because I am very forgetful so I am always worrying about if I have forgot about something.
Happy
Why are there so many people who are unhappy? How come so much people feel bad about their lives and wishes themselves away? Why can’t people just be happy and some other just let others be happy? There is so much hate everywhere and real love feels rare these days. You never know what’s real love and what’s fake.
I like to be alone. Sometimes I don’t feel like socializing and enjoy more to just be by myself. But sometimes I look next to me and wonder where the hell my true friends are? I do have a boyfriend and he is awesome. But he is not happy, just like me. And I can’t understand why cause he has a lot of friends, a nice life and a great family. I also have a great family but not that many friends and a mediocre life (for now anyways) I believe it will get better as soon as I get older but right now, it’s so messy.
But that’s the thing about me. No matter how bad it gets, I always believes it will get better. That’s why I am here and haven’t given up. And I am proud of that.
My time of happiness will come. But when I look around I see so much misery and I quote The Black Eyed Peas:
Where is the love?
Happiness
What is happiness?
Eating breakfast in bed in front of the computer with your favourite serie showing on the screen? Waking up to your lovers face and see them smile at you like it’s only you and him? Travel and feeling flavours of different coultures on you tongue?
Yes, what is it really?
No one knows, I think. Except the people who has a living of different livestyles all the time. The people who never have the time to look at their lives and think:
Am I wasting it?
Those people are living their life to the fullest. I don’t think life is being stuck at one place for your whole life where you don’t even enjoy it. The only thing you can buy that will make you richer is a travel. Ever heard that? Well, I think it’s true. I have never woken upp in a foreign country and felt: I want to go home now to my normal life. Ant I don’t even think it is about just the travel, but the feeling of freedom and doing absolutly what you want to.
When I have had a taste of different, I want more.
Green Ammo 