My addictions

I have a lot of both strange and quite normal addictions. The normal are for example:

• Sugar; all my life I have been quite addicted to sugar (all food basicly) but of course everyone love candy. But the last couple of years I have had a fear of candy, a fear to digest sugar. Mostly because most people nowadays think that the perfect human, or woman, is skinny til the bones and that being fat or even more than skinny is ugly. Nowadays one out of five girls around me has eating disorders, including me. Tis is not a progress, this is new to humanity. Even during the 18th century when skinny was the ideals, it wasn’t this bad. Of course people died then oo, not from starvation like now but because they couldn’t breath but isn’t it pretty sad that in a modern world like this, where poeple starve from lack of food, we intentionally starve our selves because we want to be enough? We want to be beautiful but who has decided that eating no food is the only way to be beautiful. It just makes me so angry to think about it.
• Coffee, is also one of my addictions. Of course coffee is nothing like the one above but it’s still is an addiction. It’s not like smoking or alcohol that kills people and some people wouldn’t even call it addictive. But for me, it REALLY is. Irrelevant

But something I am addicted to that is quite strange (maybe not so but yeah) is to express myself. All my life I have been quiet about my thoughts and feelings. I have kept them inside of me and lot letting them show. But I actually have a lot going on in there, even though it may not look that way by looking at me. Like every human being, everyone has a lot going on but others don’t notice or care. I  really think people are titled to their own opinion too that’s why I don’t understand people who are easily offended. Maybe you don’t agree with what someone else thinks, but you can still shut up and listen. Maybe the person says something that concerns you or may be interesting to you. This blogg is all about me expressing myself, some may think I am stupid, negative or a coward. But I don’t care. This is my opinions and I have the right to express them. With all respect.

To be armed.

If you think about it, life on earth is not infinite like Albert Einstein claims that the universe and human stupidity is. I agree with him, at least when it comes to human stupidity, or naivety. But when it comes to the universe it actually depends on human stupidity or knowledge. Because any scientist can tell us that if the earth continues being treated by us like it is now, it will not live much longer. But if humans starts to think, react and act from a more realistic point of view… maybe we have a chance of turning the conditions around and prevent the earth from dying. People seem to believe that the faith is pre-determined and then act like it’s doomed, but it’s not. And I am not a scientist or anything but I believe in it, more than humanity anyway. If people not starting to think with their over-intelligent brains, I believe humanity is lost.

Of course, I am an human myself and I am not saying I hate my species. There are some people with hope. Some people who cares, who believes, who would fight to prevent what is happening. But unfortunately the pople who don’t is the majority.